Sunday, August 20, 2006

i think im having post-concert withdrawal sydrome.
haha.
sorry im typing in chinese again... i cant really find words to express in english currently...

钢琴演奏会结束了，心里感到不止一丁点空虚。我们付出的那么多，但出席的人数少得可怜。为什么？别问我。我真的对出席率感到很失望，我们为了准备这次的演奏会付出了时间，汗血，精力，但为什么出席率少之又少？是不是因为朋友不愿意支持我们？是不是我们时间安排得不妥当？是不是……？？？那天晚上，我真的想了很多，但那股失望与失落感久久无法远离我。总之，我相信大家在这次的演奏会上尽了能力付出了一切。
我很感谢一直以来默默在背后支持我们的老师：mr seow, mrs koh, ms ong。没有了你们，就不会有我们那天的成绩，就不会有这么成功的演出。虽然出席率不怎么理想，但是我坚信问题不是出在我们的身上。我有点想念演奏会前的那些忙碌的准备工作，每晚不断的练习，上台前担心又紧张的心情，等等。那段回忆是美好的，希望大家都会珍惜我们在一起的时光。
我想演奏会结束了，我们也应该继续为学习而忙碌了吧！大家都要为年底的升级考试做好从组的准备，做一段冲刺。

ehs, i guess the concert mattered a lot to me.. haha. and well, i think i should say this, in case mr seow think that im some nut case or something? eh, i sort of snapped during GC (guidance curriculum) on friday when we were filling up a worksheet on the last 3 times we got angry. it was something like "write down who you were angry with, what you were angry about, and how you reacted." then mr han asked me to share then i picked the wrong choice to say and ended up breaking down. heh. wells, i said that i was angry with those who promised to turn up for the concert, but didnt come. i dunno why i was just super pissed cause there was quite a number of my friends who PROMISED that they would come and ended up not turning up.
so i guess i can say that i learn quite a lot from this concert. i know that some people are just bluffing you when they said that they would come. i swear i'll ignore them till hell. heh. unles some sort of miracle happen. yeah...
anyways, im just void of emotion ever since yesterday. never mind... ignore this part. i think im making no sense here... haha.
i'll always be ME when im with you gals...
=D

by the way, i emailed the url of the msn space pic blog to every1, so i guess we can all upload pictures and share them.
hey schezn, ur cookies look ohkay~~

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